it ended before it ever really started.

why isn't life fair..

and why aren't relationships easy

and why, no matter how many break-ups you've endured, does it seem like your world just ended so abruptly..

we never gave us a real try.

And I swear that you don't have to go

I thought we could wait for the fireworks..

I thought I could live in your arms

And spend every moment I had with you

Stay up all night with the stars

Confess all the faith that I had in you

I thought with a month of apart

Together would find us an opening

And moonlight would provide the spark

And that I would stumble across your key

Or break down the door to your heart

Forever could see us, not you and me

And you'd help me out of the dark

Too late, I'm sure and lonely

Another night, another dream wasted on you

Just be here now, against me

Sleep alone tonight

With no one here just by your side

THREE CHEERS FOR FIVE YEARS (acoustic) -MAYDAY PARADE

song of the moment

ALL HAIL THE HEARTBREAKER - THE SPILL CANVAS

I had the notion that you'd make me change my ways

And my bad habits would be gone in a matter of days

I had the feeling that you'd open up my eyes

To a whole new world that had since been in disguise

But that day will most likely never come for me

And it's just my luck to end up getting stuck

To everything you are

So tonight I'll sit and pick apart your pictures

And overanalyze your words

But the truth is that I've never fallen so hard

It's taking everything in me

Just to forget your sweater so far

I had the feeling that those looks you gave me were real

What if I ripped your heart apart at the seams

Maybe then you'd know how I feel

But that day will most likely never come for me

And it's just my luck to end up getting stuck

To everything you are

So tonight I'll sit and pick apart your pictures

And overanalyze your words

But the truth is that I've never fallen so hard

It's taking everything in me

Just to forget your sweater so far

I can honestly say

That I never, ever, ever felt this way

Your lips, your eyes, your smile

These are the parts of your body

That cause my comatose to begin

I can honestly say

That I never, ever, ever felt this way

Your lips, your eyes, your smile

These are the parts of your body

That cause my comatose to begin

I will sleep another day

I don't really need to anyway

What's the point when my dreams are infected

With words you used to say

I will breathe in a moment

As long as I keep my distance

I wouldn't want to go messing anything up

So don't go worrying about me

It's not like I think about you constantly

So maybe I do, but that shouldn't affect

Your life anymore

I knew it the moment you walked into the door

So don't go worrying about me

It's not like I think about this constantly

So maybe I do, but that shouldn't affect

Your life anymore

I knew it the moment you walked into the door

I'll let you get the best of me

Because there's nothing else that I do well

I'll let you get the best of me

Because there's nothing else that I do well

I'll be the giver and you'll be the taker

I guess that's how this one's gonna go I'll be the giver and you'll be the taker

You've got me down on my knees and I proclaim

All hail the heartbreaker

love & lyrics, ema.

Not-so-random thought..

We really do build people up when we have strong feelings for them,

and when those feelings are gone,

we can see them for who they really are.

Lesson learned. And I'm glad everything worked out the way it did. 'Cause now I know I'm right where i should be.

love & lyrics, ema.

p.s. fyi this is not an emo post. i'm happyyy

so now i'm not happy.

and i would like to get-away.

asap.

p.s. new current obsessions include my life as liz and "vanilla twilight" by owl city.

love, ema.